when you look at me, i can hardly breathe

Life is okayyy! Still bored. I talk to very very few people but they’re enough. Hmmm Eric came to visit me on Sunday. It was boring because my mom was bothering me, but it was nice because I miss him and hadnt seen him in a while. I want him to get to know me better, because there are so many sides of me he doesn’t know. I hope he doesn’t think he knows me, haha.

Christmas is weird and I don’t really celebrate it. I want gifts though but I don’t really give/receive so it doesn’t matter in the end. I want to go shopping before going back to school. I’m too sleepy to update.

Many people are disappointing. I don’t even know why I still have hope in them, or think they might genuinely be a good person because 98% of the time they’re not. Maybe inside my heart I don’t believe in them, or not enough bad things happen to me to make me TOO bitter. I just think that people think that they’re sure of themselves when they’re not. They’re just a mess of emotions and accidents and contradictions. I wish I knew the answer to more of my questions.

Tia and I are talking about religion and Christmas. We’re serious business!!!!!!!111 Ok goodnight I’ll post forreal tomorrow.

I want to watch Juno.